The Deal

Okay so this blog is about my totally real life with my totally real opinion. The people that will probably get mentioned the most are Songo and Senna. No they are not sisters ones my friend the others a b**ch. I go to (!2$$1($ high school. In order to protect the people thier I must keep thier identy safe. Wich means I change names and don't mention my school's name. I'm in 10 th grade and am very shy. I have stage freight but, in order to get over that I joined the choir club, hosted by Mr. Pepper and the drama club hosted by, Mr. Dazzle and Mr. Boring. I guess you can say this is an online journal. So if you'd like to read about someone else's drama for once then by all means tune in and bring your friends. I'll talk about school, family, friends, and dreams. I have a lot of wired and stupid stuff going on but, I also have a lot of things planned for the future. When I'm not pissed off at Senna or having fun with Songo I'm practicing my talents. I write stories and songs, I sing, and I draw. I can't dance for s**t and I don't try. I'm only 15 pulse I'm a girl, you know what that means BOY TROUBLES. Me and Justin have been in an on and off relationship since I was in 8th grade. After two years we finally called it a quits and broke up for real (hopefully not for good). So of course I decided to go on the rebound. I thought this kid Jane was cool but, he wasn't interested. I liked him as a friend but, in all truth I wasn't really all that into him either (maybe only a little). Then BAM! It hit me I got a crush. Not on Jane but, on Nolen Dager. He's a 9th grader but, cute, funny, nice, and he knows a little Spanish (maybe cause we have Spanish class together). Of course being in a two year relationship with someone who didn't go to my school it would naturally be hard for me to get back out there. Unlike Justin Nolen didn't live across the street so it's not like we could have alone time anyway. When with Justin I could see him any time and we could go some place quiet and make out and have $€x. I'm not to comfortable with PDA (public display of affections) so if I where to date Nolen we'd barely do anything (good thing it's the thought that counts). In the end I decided to tell Noen I liked him and he said he would go out with me, if it weren't for the fact that he just got a GF (girl friend) yesterday. I was too late and my procrastination cost me my shot at potential love. I know it sounds crazy but, I'm a hopeless romantic. Friendship turns to like, like turns to kissing, k-I-s-s-I-n-g turns to love, love turns to marriage, then honeymoon, the kids, and then divorce. If your lucky you'll grow old together and die and be of the few people who don't marry more than once. Anyway my advice for today DON'T PROCEASTINATE. The longer you wait the more you hate (yourself that is).

~Juliacool82